over the moon and the stars.
2009 came and passed by. now, its already 2010. i'm not ready for 2010. i want to be in sec 3 where i can eat and sleep in class for all i care. but i cant. reality check, i'm sitting for my o level in half a year's time. i cant play laptop that frequently anymore. i cant watch tv from one channel to the another. i cant go out and enjoy with my friends. last monday, when my seniors got their result, my heart almost popped out. seeing many tears of disappointment and sadness, i really really got very scared. i dont know which poly to go, which course to take, what i want to be in the future. basically, i dont know what to do. yesterday, when i got home, i realised that my mum had pasted newspaper articles regarding the top students for this year's o level on my study table. it was damn funny. from 'berita harian' to 'the newspaper'. but never mind, suffer now and enjoy later right?

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