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DIANATASHYA
13 august 1994
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a bumpy road ahead.
 mum : wiwit tahu tak? dulu bile mama kat secondary school, mama bnyk peminat tao.me : same ah dngn anak mama ni. *smile widely at her* mum : *make a disguisting face* guess what? i'm taking my o level next year. it felt that i've just entered secondary but no, three years has passed sooo quickly. i cant believe that i will be taking the most biggest examination in a year's time. mum has been pressurized me ever since i got back my eoy results. she keeps telling me that it will be shameful for an express student to enter ite. she keeps telling me to join fatin's tuition since fatin has improved a lot. i'm scared, reaally scared. what if i fail? what if i cannot enter poly? what if i couldnt make my parents feel proud of me? all these 'what if ...' questions keeps keeping to my mind everytime i wanted to go to sleep at night. i guessed thats the reason why i've been sleeping v.late all this while. well, i'm the only one in my family who is in the express stream and my parents are really expecting alot from me. let me explain why i'm scared of my o's next year. english : its not really a problem for me. i've not failed english once in my whole entire life. maths : now, here comes the major problem. maths is really not my thing. but ever since ms clara poon and ms jaime sim had taught me this year, i've really improved a lot. but there's still more to go. c.chem : I FUCKING HATE CHEMISTRY. seriously, i dont understand a single shit about chem. when ms w start to teach, her voice puts me to sleep. if i'm not sleeping, i will talking to esty or eating in class. i dont know how to solve equations, what is convalent bond and etc. oh god. i think chemistry is the MAJOR problem here. c.physics : my physics is the one that brought my marks up for combine science. if not for physics, i think i will get 10/100 for chemistry. e.geog : my favourite. i think geography is fun. you get to know more about the world. even though i hate the recap questions that mrs ng gave us everytime there's geo lessons, it has helped me a lot. ss : i think those who took history has an advantage. but ss has not become the problem for me. malay : still the boring old malay. from peribahasa to kefahaman. pelajar pintar eh buk? haha! art : the most slacking subject. just follow what ms neo ask you to draw and you can easily get an A for art. but due to my laziness, i got B. poa : how can i forget poa? i used to get 32/40 for poa but things started to get more and more difficult and now, i've been failing it. now you know why o'level has been troubling me. i really want to make my parents proud. who doesn't? which child doesn't want to make their parents proud? Labels: -diana |
